What? This post is going to be completely unrelated to the musical? Gasp! Okay, so next weekend I'll be going to this thing in Florida called PlaylistLIVE, which is a convention that a bunch of YouTubers go to and meet their fans and stuff. I idolise a lot of YouTubers, but there's one in particular who was the reason I even started watching YouTubers and he goes by the name of AmazingPhil. So, yes, he will be there, and I will finally get to meet him. I am excite. I'm also gonna meet several other idols of mine as well as one of my best friends Chloe. Yes, so much excitement. So, so much excitement.

Less than 24 hours until the show opens. Already experiencing pre-show jitters. Wow. This is going to be amazing. We've spent about 4 months on this musical. That's almost a half a year. It feels like it's been maybe a month. This is insane. We've worked on this for so long and in four days it will be over. I will never get used to this feeling, no matter how many shows I'm in.

Hello. Okay, I'm not going to talk about the musical right now like I do in every other post. Well, technically I won't be. I'll just be talking about what I'll do after. What I'll focus on afterwards. Like school. Oh, school. So after the show will school become my top piority again? Probably. Right now it's the musical, then school, then my friends, then myself. So, yes, it will probably be my top priority again. I'll actually do my social studies homework and I'll be able to go to math extra help when I need it. It'll be awesome. Kind of. Hey, maybe I'll have time to read. I have about 20 books on my list of books to read. Maybe I'll finish Supernatural. I really need to finish Supernatural... Maybe I'll finally watch Full Metal Alchemist and maybe I'll finally, FINALLY finish Pokemon Black 2. Hey, maybe I'll finally have a SOCIAL LIFE. Maybe I'll get some SLEEP. Maybe I'll be able to eat dinner with my FAMILY again. Wait, no, not that last one. My family is really annoying and just because I'll be home doesn't mean my mom will start cooking more than once a week again... Maybe I'll be able to catch up with all of my YouTube subscriptions. Maybe I'll stop neglecting Cassidy and Chloe. Maybe I'll have time for my dad to take me driving so that I can finally obtain my license and won't have to rely on my mom for rides. Independence! Maybe I'll be abe to go to all of those after school clubs that I had to give up for drama again. That would be pretty awesome. But maybe I won't do any of those things. Maybe I'll be so distraught without drama that I won't feel like doing any of those things. Maybe I'll be so afraid that this is my last production with Mr. G as our director and Brie as our choreographer that I'll just sit there and cry every night. But maybe not. Maybe I will do all of the positive things that I want to do. Maybe I'll hold on to hope and power through all of the bad things that happen. And I'll help my friends to do the same. Maybe we'll all be happy despite the unfortunate events that might occur. No, no, definitely. We'll all definitely be happy in the end. :)

Hello again, friends. We had an all day rehearsal today which sounds great because it's like ooh you get to miss class and blah blah whatever. It was actually exhausting. I didn't even do that much, yet I was delirious at the end of rehearsal. Like, ridiculously out of it. It got to the point where I was lying in the aisle listening to Ms. New Booty and naming words that start with the letter W. I also had a bit of an existential crisis previous to that, but let's not talk about that. Opening night is in less than 48 hours. That's terrifying. I don't understand where all of the time went. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life after all of this is over. Oh and it's also my brother's birthday. He's 14. That's p cray. He'll be coming to Mepham next year. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not.

Hello, friends. The weekend was pretty rad. Saturday morning I took the SAT. It was tedious. That night Liz, Kasey, Kevin, Morgan, and I went to Nick's house to eat dinner and watch The Wedding Singer for the 84038208th time. We got about halfway through the movie before we got carried away in conversation. We were there from 6:45 to 12 a.m. We never finished the movie. Sunday we tried to get the same group together to go to Panera. After hours of not know what the hell was going on, Nick told us that Pat would be picking us all up in 20 minutes. Okay. So we pulled up to Panera and then Nick decided that he wanted to go to Texas Road House (or whatever it's called I don't know I think that's it). Suddenly we were all questioning ourselves. Did we really want Panera? Did we want Texas Blah Blah Whatever? Or maybe we wanted something else entirely? "Let's go to Friday's." "Friday's!" "Okay." and with that we were on the way to T.G.I.Friday's. After waiting for about 20 minutes to be seated, we started questioning ourselves again. Should we stay here? Should we go back to Panera? We can't just leave can we? Suddenly we were all running out the door and into Pat's car. I still don't understand why we ran. We pulled up to Panera and walked inside. After debating what we wanted for 10 minutes we realised that we didn't really want Panera after all. At this point we were trying to decide between Texas Butt Shack and Moe's. We decided to see how long the wait was to be seated at Oklahoma Toad House first. Five minutes? Great! Except I'm allergic to peanuts and that place was literally covered in peanuts. So we ended up going to Moe's where we found Morgan who wasn't able to come with us. I thought Moe's would be good, but it was actually pretty gross. However, they did have a dish called Julia Gulia and we were all standing there in the middle of Moe's freaking out. I would love to know what the other customers thought of us. In case you were wondering why we're all obsessed with The Wedding Singer, it's because that's this year's musical. For those of you who've ever been involved in a production you know that it literally takes over your life. You eat, sleep (sometimes), and breathe the show. I think I'm going to end this here.

Hello, friends. Today is a really good day so far! I think it's because I had coffee this morning. A LOT of coffee. I should drink coffee more often. We had to do these projects in chorus where we get into groups and cover any song(s) in whatever way we want and today the teacher recorded them. Nick came to class and played guitar for us and it went so well! I wasn't expecting it to be that good because Nick's not in chorus so we didn't get to rehearse that often, but it turned out to be pretty rad. I thanked Nick, like, a thousand times. Wowie, what a good kid. He's having a good day today, too, which makes me really happy. I swear to god he's the only reason I'm still kind of sane. We spent an hour last night talking about food and how there was an insane amount of left over pizza in my kitchen and I didn't want it and how he ate chinese food for dinner that his dad was saving for lunch the next day. He doesn't like tea! He thinks it's gross! I told him that he just hasn't found the right tea for him and that I'm going to write a 40 page essay for him on the history of tea and all of the different kinds and the effects they have on you. Gosh I love him. He's my best friend. Which isn't actually hard to be considering I only have, like, 5 friends who I actually talk to. And two of them are out of state. Oops. I wonder how late rehearsal will go tonight... The musical opens in less than a week now. That is.. Somewhat terrifying...